I hate me when I'm grumpy.
If I realize that I'm being grumpy or getting grumpy I try really hard to stop myself giving in to those feelings. But I have to confess that mainly I fail. I can't stop myself from getting grumpy, giving in to annoyance or stress or whatever it is that pulls at me.
I say grumpy, I mean being annoyed, pissed off, or generally short tempered. I don't get like this too often, but when I do I hate it in myself. Its not that I don't see the way I am, or why its stupid to be that way...it's just that I'm stuck in that way of thinking and need a bit of time before i can get out of it. Funnily enough the way I get when I'm annoyed normally leads to me acting in a way that I dislike in other people, very hypocritical I know, but sometimes you can't help it.
Then, with me, I get out of my bad mood as quickly as it came on, and I just know I was being silly.
I suppose it's just one of the pitfall that we come across from time to time and all I can do is try to avoid falling in, or aim to climb out as quickly as possible...oh and try not to be too much of a bitch in the meantime.
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